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Nell Huriean
I am me and that's all I can be...I'm not perfect and never claimed to be...but I am happy with who I am and with the decisions I have made in my life... NoBOdy perfectly noe EvERYTHINg AbouT me... I am a daughter, a SisteR, a Grand-Daughter, A niece, a cousin, a FrienD, a StudeNt, a Young girl And a grown woman. I aM confident And SCArED, TERRIFied anD exited. I am LovING AND cARing and thoughtful anD hOPEful. I am Shy anD friendly, anD careful AND carleSS. I am hard working anD determined But a little scared on tHe inside. I PraY to GOD and CrY My tEaRS. i listen To Others & olwez gave a chance for someone who deserved itz. I LoVE yoU anD I want yoU But nOt so close. I aM everything anD nothing alL at OnCE..feel free to visit my blog yaa..all about my Tales... Nell Heart you...
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Thanzs 4 telling me the Truth


Kawan akue pernah bagitahu.. “ Nell, bukan semua benda nhe kita harus tahu, kadang-kadang lebih baik kita nda perlu tahu coz kebenaran itu selalu menyakitkan”….Masa itu, akue dan kawan akue dalam perjalanan pulang dari sekolah n sampai sekarang akue masih ingat apa yang kawan akue bilang….   Mmg kebenaran itu slalu menyakitkan coz apa yang kita nda maw dengar or trma e2 lar yg slalu jadi kebenaran…bt itz depent dengan keadaan jg….bagi akue, lebih baik tahu apa yg actly happen dari pcya sesuatu yg untruth even yg untruth tue bikin senang  aty….coz suatu ary naty bila kebenaran e2 t’bongkar….e2 lebih menyakitkan coz slama nhe kita tahu kita hidup dalam satu pembohongan…..


                “ Thanzs 4 telling me the truth”…..slama nhe akue sangka akue ditipu hidup2 oleh dia….akue betul2 rasa broken sana sne….bila taw da dah berumah-tangga….akue rasa our lurve slama nhe juz satu permainan…6 year! Bukan masa yg singkat…dalam masa e2, bnyk udah kami knal aty budi masing2….hw bad I am…hw bad he is….everything……akue nda maw ungkit lagi kisah kami tue coz smua tue udah terkubur lama…n sesuatu yg nda perlu diungkit lagi..juz my  own self yg taw….bukan dia, bukan my family, bukan kawan2 akue, bukan sesiapa bt juz akue coz smua tue akue yg tanggung sendiri….  Bt after da bgtaw d truth yg sebenar…then akue dapat  trma yg kami mmg not meant to be..akue nda pernah menyesal kenal da, nda pernah menyesal sharing our lurve dlu, nda pernah menyesal prcya da dlu….coz wat happen between both of us…msty ada reason…everything happen 4 d reason….n I believe apa yg da bgtaw akue…..seandainya da juz reka creta, itz okay……I believe, must av a reason 4 diz…..


                After he telling me d truth jg, I fel much stronger..i’m not losing anything…bcoz juz both of us yg taw smua nhe…..i never been hurt oleh da…..n hw proud I am to my self bila da tnya “ wat shld I do??” n I answered.. “ juz be a gud father M…..” datz all I want 4 him….i wnt him to be happy n jadi ketua keluarga yg baik…. Datz all… n me?????? Akue akan teruz jalani hidup akue..perjalanan akue masih panjang….i noe, he also wish my luck in everything I do… sme1 av to move on n d person iz me…as long we won’t to let go each other…benda nhe nda akan habiz sampai bila2…I let u go…. J




                                                

Monday, May 10, 2010

DO and DON'T WHEN U WIF ME ll: RuLes To wIn mY HeARt :ll


I’m juz simple yet ordinary gurlz…sometimes my  emotion not stable at oll….n I can’t handle itz…dun expect smtng special from me coz I’ll lay my finger for ur forgiveness formerly….. I’m not datz kind of gurlz……what I want n ned iz simple……bt beware..coz diz little things lar yg really cn mke a big mess to me……..

1.    DUN EVER TRY WANT TO CHECK MY  HP….pantang akue!!!! Datz my privacy….even my parents sendiri also nda aprve kalo maw check my phne….n nobody apprve!!!no matter who u are……u not supposed to check or read my sms…..


2.    RESPECT MY WILL….. kalo akue bilang jangan….datz means jangan lar…I rely means itz….jan lar bilang try jak…… dalam apa hal jak..kalo akue ckp jan p e2 tmpt…datz meanz I av my own reason..kalo akue ckp jan contck ur ex back…datz meanz…. I gve u choice..ME or HER?????


3.   SATURDAY NITEZ  I’M NOT FREE….. no matter wat…dun disturb or try maw pujuk akue jalan tym Saturday nitez…coz I  WON’T!!! my whole Saturday iz my SABATH DAY…..itz my day between me n my FATHER…so I’ll not think twice untk avoid any date…..



4.  JAN BAWA AKUE DI TEMPAT YANG SESAK…… nhe palink pntng 4 my own gud…akue nda taan tmpt yg panas, sesak n bnyk urng…… coz akue takut ada di tempat g2…akue  buli sesak nafas….besa lar urng ada ASHMA nhe…….witout my hailer/ ubat… jan lar bawa akue p tmpt gne……


-->5.   NO ICE-CREAM…… slama nhe, smua kawan or bf akue no pbrm untuk mkn ice-cream…waduhhhh!!!!! Diz thing lar palink akue avoid….akue nda suka……akue even nda dpt kc abiz 1 batang ice cream pun….coz itz mke my chest sakit….. I WON’T!!!!! 



6. TELL ME WHEN U BZ…. Kalo bz2 tue…gtaw lar beh..apa lae tym bsms…jan sampai akue tunggu sampai 1 jam untuk kna reply…..u juz ned 1 second to tel me yg kmu bz rite?????as simple like datz…I’m okay mah..paham jg kalo urng bz nhe….won’t disturb jg….



7.    JANGAN KC SAKIT HATI AKUE… even once u hurt me…akue akn ingt n simpan dlm aty…u noe y????coz akue jenis urng yg berdendam…….n akue juga jenis yg cepat kc maaf urng…..say sorry  n akue akan maafkan…Cuma…akue nda akan lupakan wat u’ve done……bukan apa…Cuma akue mmg bg2..

8.   JANGAN MAKI OR KC TINGGI SUARA MAH AKUE.. akue pantang urng bwat akue gne…nhe lar ksilapan yg akue nda buli kc lupa…….only my father yg buli kc tinggi suara mah akue coz da yg kc makan akue…..even kalo my dad g2 pun akue udah nangis..apa g kalo urng yg nda layak2…..GO TO HELL….. I dun ned person gne…..maw maki???? Try lar……….i prove to u…wat d hell is….

9.    NO EX WHEN U WIF ME…. I dun 1 to hear any story about ur EX! Not interstng okay????? U noe y???? coz I’m better than ur ex n surely better than ur next… so simpan creta kmu kmu kmu ar……heheeee…… I also dun like to stowie abt my EX….. coz e2 smua kan juz creta lama…so no ned to asking me anything about my past…I’ll tell u if I’m ready or I fel like I wnt 2 tell u….. s’lagi tue, jan coba2 maw korek pasal my PAST….. 




10.     JANGAN JIMAT BILA DENGAN AKUE… hahaaaa…..jan maw bkira klu jalan mah akue..i dun like…… kalo maw bjimat jg…no ned to ask me to out…..i’m prefer stay di bilik den jalan mah urng jimat n urng yg nda taw mana hala tuju maw pg……





11.    N YANG TERUTAMA [  NO SEKS ]  sorry to say..kalo maw bkawan mah akue juz maw pok my body…..NO NEED….Dun judge me yg akue perempuan yg senang2 kena dpt juz bcoz luaran akue..DUN JUDGE D BUK BY ITZ COVER.. i’m not d cheeper woman yg buli diusung sna sne….if ur tink ur not my husband…so dun try to ask me smtng yg bukan hak kmu….kalo maw juga…find others gurlz….I’M NOT!!  FUCK OFF!! 

As simple like datz jak beh…….as long u follow d rules, den itz will be okay…Broke 1 of diz….i’ll broke ur….dun make a mess wif me….Luv me d way I am…I’ll luv u more den my self….Make a mess, I’ll mke sure ur regret..not today bt d tym will arrive…..i olwez keep my words…. ( ^^)










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